from Dolls

If i knew that was the last time i would hear u
If i knew that was the last time we would have long conversations.
I should have stopped u from saying those words to me
If i knew u would hide in daily rush,
If i knew u wouldnt call anymore,just to check how i did in exams
If only i knew there will be no news of u for a while just like before we met again.

That was the nyt,u told me things i wanted to hear n also i never wanted to know about u
You said its ok,its nobodies fault
You also agreed to not change anything
You said u will still call n stil listen to me when i need u
You said u'll still be there
I shouldnt have believed it.

If i knew my answers would make me lose u
I would have lied


Im nt in love,but u were close to me

You were there when no one knew i need to be heard
And that was exactly what u did

Coz now i see no more of u
I wait for ur name to reappear,but its not happening
I dunno how u are,where u are.
Its ok if  need to be away
As i knw i have nt been of much help to you.
But all i want to say is thank u 4 always keeping me in ur prayers.

Lil things dat reminds u of it

“We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.”-Paulo coelho

 

someone kept singing this the whole nite..i hope u enjoy :)

Dreams becomes nightmares

During ur chilhood,whether ur a girl or a boy u often have u childhood lover.Its the person who protects u frm being bullied by other kids,takes blame on sumting u did n shares his sweets n chocolates with u.Often without realizing(assuming its a girl),he moulds the image of how u want ur 'prince charming on a white horse' would be.Imagination of getting married with the person,wearing a white gown,dreaming of what would it be like if it really happens.As time goes by,comes a point where he dissapears n u both start growing up.As the hormone increases,distance increases too.Both grows up,one to be a swan n another a hero.And then the swan spreads her wings.She sees the world,she meets people she learns about life.At tyms she meets someone who teaches her the meaning of love,someone who she knws she cn count on..but she lets it go out of hands.Sometimes she rushes into things.At one point of her life she meets the childhood lover again.Maybe this time broken hearted.Both knowing the past but none knowing the present.And finally comes the moment that she had always dreamt of..time to decide where to bring the relationship next.And sometimes that dream just becomes a nightmare,n thats when she has given her heart n soul to someone else n has no rights to take it back.

Often we are caught in love triangles,sometimes u make it happen dat way n at other times it jus happens.Ever heard of a love square??lolx..it jus gets way more complicated doesnt it.A woman has a soft heart,n a guy who knws the way to it certainly gets there.So the question is,is it possible for a woman nt knw what is the best decision to make.At times u cant hurt any one,but at the end somebody is gona get hurt real bad..n its gona be u.

People say love comes once,i continue,u never really knw who how n when.If ur lucky u will nt miss it,but if u make mistakes u'll end up choosing the wrong person...

Mum,my heroine..

 Everything Mom

How did you find the energy, Mom

To do all the things you did,

To be teacher, nurse and counselor

To me, when I was a kid.

How did you do it all, Mom,

Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,

Yet find time to be a playmate,

I just can’t comprehend.

I see now it was love, Mom

That made you come whenever I'd call,

Your inexhaustible love, Mom

And I thank you for it all.

 Happy mothers day mummy,i miss u so much.i wish i could celebrate it with u...im sorry for being rude wen u care too much its coz dats wen im missing u so much and wen my tears are ready to roll down.