If u could see this now...

One fine afternoon after class,as usual i viewed my fb profile...it was ur name all on my home page..in everyones post..posts of bidding farewell,i thought it was a farewell for u to continue ur studies sumwer..bt later i found out it was bidding farewell to u F O R E V E R.
 Came to this life,brought so much joy,left so fast leaving so much sorrow.

U n i were not very close during skul tyms,but somehow we had a close relationship.We've had much memories together.Times of debate,times of duty,times in canteen,times in prefect room..times in tuition.I remember u as a young,energetic,brilliant warm,n tall girl.u never failed to say hi.But one thing i will never forget is the amount of respect u gave me n the smile u never failed to give me.We were never so close,but u seemed to understand me very well.It was like u jus knew the way i worked.

It is so soon dat u left us all.So soon.I knw u never intended to leave,n u never expected it to happen this way.But i dont knw y GOD has made his decision this way,n written ur fate.I knw hw ur parents n sisters are going through this.I dont tink i cn bare to see them.If  u cn read this i wana apologize for all d moments i ve hurt u.Im sorry for my ego of nt adding u on fb.

Ur presence affected my life,n so has ur absence.
Rest in peace Tanusha Ganasan.

pukul berapa sang harimau :)

pukul berapa sang harimau,pukul satu....

pukul berapa sang harimau..masa untuk makan!!!

Basically this entry is about an incident i went through recently which has left me thinking..of yesterday and today.


SCENE: WHEN I WAS 10 ,AND A 10 YEAR OLD NOW.


When i was 10,all i knew was siti nurhaliza and maybe michael jackson.....
10 year old now,knows bieber,has d fav colour as him *purple*,wears purple top to toe,has his book,watched his movie 1000 times,knws he is in a  relationship wit s.gomez,and is gona propose to her on her 19th bday which is few days frm nw.


When i was 10 year old,on a bright sunny morning i would go out in d sun play hide n seek,catch grasshoppers,play football,steal mangoes,play aci kejar,ting ting,marbles,batu seremban..................
10 year old now,plays angry birds and all pizza frenzy on galaxy tabs and watch the disney shit

When i was 10,i had a badminton racquet..
10 year old now,owns a golf club,and golf balls with initial markers.

When i was 10,i had super rings,i had gula gula asam,i had durian flavoured 'chickadees' and panda chewing gums which came with a tatoo
10 year old now,chocolate fondue,cris cut fries..


When i was 10,weight was just a number for me...
10 year old now,a lil chubby cheeks n goes on a diet.

When i was 10 years old a boy was jus a another being...
10 year old now,had a crush wen she was seven with a boy who is in college now
p.s i dint knew wat crush meant :(

When i was 10,my mum made my hair...
10 year old now,mum: hmm see her hairband is  purple
                          child: mum its a scrunchie...

When i was 10,i was a kampung gal
10 year old now,is some americano wana be.

 When i was 10,life was so much simpler,sweeter and fun...

Suddenly i wondered,how would my kids be? a really scary thought..peeps the choice is in ur hands

Special thanx to japanese slippers and POkemon :):)      
By Kampung Gal :)

Cotton candy sweetness

Sticky and sweet, it dissolves quickly in the mouth (due to its amorphous nature) although it feels like wool to the touch. It does not have much of an aroma although the machine itself has a cooked sugar smell when in operation. When it comes in contact with moisture, it becomes sticky and damp. Because the sugar is hygroscopic, and has a very large surface area, it will become coarser, harder and generally less "flossy" once exposed to the atmosphere.SOURCE-WIKIPEDIA

Cotton candy is one of the major thing that symbolises childhood to many of us....a majority if nt all of us definitely love cotton candy....so soft to touch n once its in ur mouth it dissolves leaving a tingling feelings on ur tounge ..*ngee*

Everytime u take a bite of this cottonish woolish soft sweet fiber..u start to see stars..feels like u own the world.jus for a split of a second ur running free in a garden..ur lying on a cloud..

Have we ever wondered why were head over heels with cotton candy when living those days of innocency,bt now even wanting to have it so much we still are reluctant to get one..bt instead of letting it go we improvise ways to still have it in our lifes like this....

Well the point is,the whole cotton candy i hv been talking bout is jus like the comfort zone we create for ourselves.

Just like cotton candy,we often get caught in our comfort zone.
We begin to like something then we love the one thing an then we jus dont wana leave it under any circumstances.
As an example,love..being in love is one wonderful feeling(dats wat i ve heard),needs trust n etc..
But seldom do we realize the circumstances that might be faced,y coz as the saying goes cinta itu buta..u see ntg but the wonderful stars.
Nothing lasts forever,if n death that takes it away,something else will sooner than that..so all i would say is prepare ourselves for the worst..coz anyting cn happen anyhow..
Some people are so very comfortable in their cotton candy,that knowingly they make it go more n more sticky..being ignorant is one of the obvious basic symptoms..
At tyms we need to grow up n leave the cotton cloud,come out to the sunshine n get sticky...
We r to learn,we r to experience,we r to endure..
Lets get out from being so all goody goody happy n overjoyed,coz ur jus closing one eye nt seeing the real side..

Dont trust too much,dont give too much..dont cry too much dont laugh too much...when ur stuck in d mud..get out get a shower..n prepare for another mud :)

last but not least..dont be a cotton candy coz even a cotton candy loses its beauty when it becomes sticky ..

kaching $

Seems like everybody’s got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the tale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious!
Acting so damn mysterious
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can’t even have a good time.

down the memory lane

i miss u,i miss u,i miss u,i miss u....yes I MISS U....my heart is screaming,so is my lungs,my pancreas,my intestines,n my tiny miny brains....

ok dt was jus an over reaction...bt then a question pops into my mind why do we miss someone o sumtings so badly a tyms...coz its a part of our memory thats stuck forever..sometyms memories make u laugh n at tyms cry..

Being aware dat each n every moment we go thru aint gona repeat makes it even harder to let it go..we often reminisce al the moments we went thru wondering why did it ever happen an at other times we are jus deeply dissapointed that those moments are jus left as memories n never will return.We try to move on from them,thinking that maybe jus maybe we can run away frm them..well sometimes we suceed bt then jus like the painted walls,that peels of n starts showing its original colours...memories will be back..at tyms u dont want them to be back,at times when u dont even realize :):)