She 2.0

oh cruel, cruel nights
she thinks you are her only friend
don't you give ways for the lights
she found comfort in your hand

then she smiles to greet her dreams
if only life would be as kind
with bunny rains and milky streams
cherry kisses and chocolate buns

then she prays to never wake up
cause her shivers wont stop the dawn
she fills her tears in a cup
and drinks them all while she mourns

is there anyone out there?
would you lie to me you care?

Tangled

Every new day,she is trying to convince others

Trying to change some things,

Trying to mend those mistakes,

Convincing herself that she has changed

Every new day,she tells you 

About how grown up she is

How she is not the person she was a year ago

That she is strong and still

She knows you come back at times to see

If she really is happy now,if she really has changed

She falls back everyday,every single day

Falls back to where she started

Tangled.

State

I had a dream,

And i saw u in it.
It seemed so real,yet so different.
You refused to recognise what was once there,
You refused to acknowledge what we once made

You dont know,that not even once you left from my memories

You dont know,that i might never let you leave.

You dont know,i cant shut you out no matter how much i try.

You dont know,it hurts knowing i couldnt be the one

What will never change is , what i am now , what you made me

You are that brick. 

FBND E11

"As humans are not a factory made of machines and toys.
We are special and complicated
What our purposes in lives are what our hearts desire
and even the weak spots
We are unique and have different qualitites
You have to watch for a long time
Only then you can see the outline of a person "

love.life.the one who matters

crying.breaking.just missing u so badly.