The Guilt Is Mine to Keep

Shoot me up
And beat me down
For my crimes
Against what we once called love

I’ll meet you at high noon
Bring your gun I’ll bring my will

I leave to you a list of apologizes and regrets
Do what you will with it
It only gets harder from here
So cock the gun and pull the trigger
Steady aim

Shoot it through my skull
And ill lay lifeless
On the ground
And nothing remains

They say the punishment must fit the crime so
Burn me at the stake
Then dig me a shallow grave
My remorse is deep.
A life that’s okay to take
The guilt is mine to keep

The Best Speech Ever Made - The Idealist

 I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone - if possible - Jew, Gentile - black man - white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness - not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost....

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men - cries out for universal brotherhood - for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world - millions of despairing men, women, and little children - victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.

To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. .....

Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

Then - in the name of democracy - let us use that power - let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world - a decent world that will give men a chance to work - that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world - to do away with national barriers - to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!

Chupa chups

A beautiful compilation.Make sure u listen to it if u havent :)

Pathetic ~

Hoarder

Im one of those people who never throw anything out..i dont pack up a box with things i dont wana be reminded of,and i dont throw away memories.It doesnt matter how bittersweet it would taste.
But im gona try .

The smaller picture

Why isit that some emotional wounds never heal,even after years passing by..they remain painful.
And everytime you find a reason to walk away, guilt pulls you back.
To live in denial,to live in fear.
And the worst of all to live in fear of ownself.
You keep trying,but those awful scars,they never fail.
Knowing the rights and wrongs ,and yet not knowing them as well.

Your mind keep wandering,keep trying to lose some thoughts.
And as often they say, you never know to appreciate until its gone
And gones never come back.

Dont Judge.Simple Logic

Perhaps, if you weren’t so busy regarding my shortcomings, you’d find that I do possess redeeming qualities, discreet as they may be.  I notice when the sky is blue.  I smile down at children.  I laugh at any innocent attempt at humor.  I quietly carry the burdens of others as though they were my own.  And I say ‘I’m sorry’ when you don’t.  I am not without fault, but I am not without goodness either.

cliche ~

Rule #1- is that you gotta have fun,
But baby when you're done, you gotta be the first to run
Rule #2- just don't get attached to,
Somebody you could lose
Rule #3-wear your heart on your cheek
But never on your sleeve, unless you wanna taste defeat
Rule #4- gotta be looking pure
Kiss him goodbye at the door and leave him wanting more-more

Girls, we do, whatever it will take

Cause girls don't want, we don't want our hearts to break

In two, so it's better to be fake

Can't risk losing in love again babe.

Reblogged HTP #1

" The most important relationship you have is with yourself, simple. Putting the responsibility of your smiles on anyone else will often lead to the opposite, and you have no one else to blame but yourself. This anti-victim mentality isn’t popular, because people don’t enjoy the onus, but it’s probably the only way to ensure a longstanding healthy ability to have meaningful relationships.

We’ve cheapened the word love to the point that it’s common for someone to say they love you, and then no longer mean it short time later; What is ever really love? Does a mother fall out of love with her child? If the dynamics of any relationship changes, what usually causes it?

One of those answers is expectations. The love we seek is generally riddled in conditions, but the fairytales make us feel that it’s unconditional. Respecting the fact that relationships are based on conditions may not be the most romantic, but it is the most realistic.
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I also know if you’re not happy with yourself, nothing can fill that void to compensate. "

Humble The Poet 

http://thepoetproject.tumblr.com/post/53406457963/relationships-are-a-deathtrap-for-dependencies

Caramel

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

                               Fire away, fire away

                           Ricochet, you take your aim

                              Fire away, fire away

                             You shoot me down but I won't fall

                        I am titanium

Hina.

Penat,
Penat aku dengan sakit.
Makin ku lari,makin ku jatuh.
Makin ku sakit.

Mungkin kini aku hanya dapat terdiam.

Melihat semua yang terjadi.

Tak perlu marah atau kecewa.

Tak perlu sedih atau berduka.

Membatu.

Berkali kali kau kata aku hina.

Dan semakin lama
Aku makin jijik dengan diri ku sendiri.

Hidupku dan hidupmu memang berbeza..

Tapi di Mata Tuhanku kita itu sama..

Behind the pretty eyes

She loves her momma's lemonade

Hates the sounds that goodbyes make

She prays one day she'll find someone to need her

She swears that there's no difference between the lies and compliments

It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough

The pictures that she sees makes her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her

Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster

She just needs someone to take her home

She's giving boys what they want

Tries to act so nonchalant

Afraid to see that she's lost her direction

She never stays the same for long

Assuming that she'll get it wrong

Perfect only in her imperfection

She's just the way she is

But no one's told her that's OK

Women in sikhism

Bhandd janmeeai bhandd ninmeeai bhandd mangan veeaahu ||
From woman, man is born; within woman man is conceived and to woman betrothed and married.

Bhanddahu hovai dostee bhanddahu chalai raahu ||
Woman becomes his friend and through woman are his generations propagated.

Bhandd muaa bhandd bhaaleeai bhandd hovai bandhaan ||
When his woman dies, he seeks another woman, to woman his passions are bound.

So kio mandaa aakheeai jith janmehi raajaan ||
Why call her evil from whom are born kings.

Bhanddahu hee bhandd oopajai bhanddai baajh na koe ||
From woman, is woman also born, so without woman, there could be no one at all.

Naanak bhanddai baaharaa eko sachaa soe ||
O Nanak, only the True Lord is without a woman.

Jit mukh sadaa saalaaheeai bhaagaa ratee chaar ||
That mouth which ever praises is prudent, blessed and beautiful.

Naanak tae mukh oojalae tit sachai darbaar ||2||
O Nanak, those faces shall be radiant in the righteous court. ||2|| SGGS||473

Rock candies

Perfection.What is perfection.Lets see,hell yeah Omar Barkan Al Gala is the definition of perfection. *drrooling*
But yeah come on lets be real,says who perfection is things u can judge on.They say no one is perfect.I say its how u see perfection in something.Its pretty much subjective.They are no guidelines ,no rules.
Same applies to beauty.Tall,thin,dark,fair,plump,big eyed,pouty lips? Neh.I say again its subjective.
Beauty lies in the eye of beholder.Indeed.Many would say its the heart that matters,but in reality the looks are that matter most.Yes.But id say,looking good is when u try to look the best u can.Ur not ugly.Aint nobody ugly man.Beauty fades.And like what i heard someone saying today,CONFIDENCE IS THE BEST LAYER U CAN WEAR.And by calling others not perfect,or ugly or horrendous,who are u judging?Remember thats God ur insulting.
Well thats about self being,perfection.Now lets just look into appreciation a little bit here.Dont people know how to appreciate anymore.Like,do u really have to go around calling people fat,dark,pimpled,anorexic etc?Hah because ur some omar or something.Why so judgemental?
Do u knw that appreciating everyone in your life is an amazing thing  to do.Complimenting others makes them happy.And u,u dont lose a thing.What would happen if u tell a friend.'Hey ur really pretty u knw' or telling the  person next to u 'hey u look nice in that' .Wouldnt u feel good if someone compliments u once in a while? Stop being so vain,stop being so egoistic,stop being so stingy.Life is short,live it sweet <3 p="">

Crush #2

Introducing Quratulain Balouch
A gorgeous,and very talented young woman.

Na main majno,na main ranjha. na uljha main vich aye zaataan.

Tere daar tay aa betha waa, ishq da choula paa betha,

main tay jogarn jogarn jogarn hoyi sonain yaar di,

Tere naa tu jeewaan hon main, mar jawaan tere naa tu,

waar diyaan main jindaari sari,

naam Tera main pukaraan,

na yeh hai khatta na yeh hai judda

Mera ishq Khuda Mera ishq waffa

Mera ishq dua mera ishq sadda

mera ishq junoon mera ishq wii tuun

Jai main Tenu bahaar dhondha andar kon samana

jai main Tenu andar dhondha pher mukayaad janaa

sub kuch Tu aye sab vich Tu aye Tenu sab tou paak pehchana,

main vi Tu aye Tu vi Tu aye bulla kon namara

p.s i miss u.

Teri Meri

Sometimes we dont choose somethings,
Somethings just happen without planning
Without intentions.

In the midst of a thousand of differences
And it often happens to be the perfect one
The one that fits,
The one u knw is for u.
Cos thats all tht matters then.

Then the question comes
Till when,till then
For sometimes u gotta let go
The most precious thing u have
Cos sometimes
U just gotta do the right thing
The subjectively right thing
The compromise,the sacrifice

Does it make u good?
Or does it make u bad
Cos either way ur gonna be the traitor.
But is tht ur decision or GOD's?

Vasakhi 2013

14 April 2013,1.30 am

First time vasakhi in which i actually felt the celebration the tiredness the warmth the spirit of vasakhi since i have been to Jakarta.
Though again this year it was with no family ,friends did play a huge part and the one who has always been there for me my guruji :) As a matter of fact i am dead tired and should be sleeping,but if i do then this post will not be published ever.
Just randomly gona write down the reflections of this years vasakhi.Not in an arranged manner.Some might not make sense to u,but it does to me


1.Being a sikh in any part of the world will always keep u attached to ur community and ur religion and for as far as you can run it will bring u together.
2.Every daughter (young kid) reflects her mothers appearance and attitude.
3.There are still a number of people doing religious activities for the purposes of showing off.
4.There are people who are just plain hippocrites.(in general we all are)\
5.In certain situations,when u are already super annoyed ,u have no choice but to keep it inside u
6.Somepeople define obsession as love,and when obsession goes out of control they literally become dogs.
7.Expectations are destructive.
8.Often one individual of a habitat keeps his/her/its movement,communication and behaviour under a limit
9.Even when u are on the verge of breaking down,or in the most vulnerable state,always remind ur self of ur self worthiness
10.Addicts are unpredictable.Never trust an addict even if its your own
11.My mum is the strongest lady i have ever seen
12.Never speak when ur mouth is full,ull spill it all.And words spoken cant be taken back
13.Playboys all came out of a same mould.Typical.

I wish I wasn't always wrong

I wish it wasn't always my fault

But the finger that you're pointing

Has knocked me on my knees

And all you need to know is

I'm so sorry it's not like me,

It's maturity that I'm lacking

So don't, don't let me go

Just let me know that growing up goes slow

I wonder what my mom and dad would say,

If I told them that I cry each day.

But it's hard enough to live so far away.

I'm so sorry it's not like me,

It's maturity that I'm lacking

dusted~

here's a place that i know

it's not pretty there and few have ever gone

if i show it to you now

will it make you run away

or will you stay

even if it hurts

even if i try to push you out

will you return?

and remind me who i really am

please remind me who i really am

Slipped away

Safe and Sound

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby

Even when the music's gone

EighteenTwo

And when again the question on serious relationships been thrown at me.
What kind of guy is ur type?
'He came and he left'

So isit just me dwelling upon an uncertainty
Was it even ever there for me
Or was it just a play or an act
Some dates marking durations
Some days just lost in pure rememberance
But aint a day gone by without
It is that no one will see
The connection between you and me
It is that no one will believe that u were once there for me
But is it just me dwelling upon an uncertainty

Euphoria ~

I heard they say,

The person who loves u 

Never hurts u.

So tonight,as u said

Ill put my worries,my pain and the bad memories away

Seal them in a light peach envelope

And ill port it far far away.

So tonight,

Ill wish for a miracle 

To bring u and me on the same ship again someday

To face the ocean of live and love

I heard they say

The person who loves u 

Wants to forever see the smile on ur face 

Thats what they say 

                                     ~ladoobarfi~