oh love of mine

Oh, love of mine
With a song and a whine
You're harsh and divine
Like truths and a lie

-Rohan Rathore-

Fall

Its funny how we think of love and attachment as things so important
Its funny how you think you will never be able to love someone,
And then you fall in love, unintentionally , unknowingly ,sometimes unwillingly
Isnt it also funny how you think how you will not be able to let go of someone, to move on from so much memories you made , to not feel the way you felt

But the real truth is
You do
You fall in love, you fall out of love
You break up, you let go, finally
You let go.

As far as it is to move on ,to not feel the way you felt?
It starts with a fixed part of your cerebrum
That constantly thinks of them, of what they are doing,
if they are happy, if they are missing you even a little
And then ,then you try to not go there.

You will forever keep those memories locked in the back of your head
Sometimes haunting you


And the one thing , you never thought of taking with you
forever
is
Guilt.
The guilt of hurting another

I Messed Up

A wise man once said you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it. What he meant is nothing comes without a price. So before you go into battle, you better decide how much you're willing to lose. Too often, going after what feels good means letting go of what you know is right, and letting someone in means abandoning the walls you've spent a lifetime building. Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don't see coming, when we don't have time to come up with a strategy to pick a side or to measure the potential loss. When that happens, when the battle chooses us and not the other way around, that's when the sacrifice can turn out to be more than we can bear.

Jack and Jill

There are some phases of life,that we human totally don’t understand.At one point we decide  that being alone,being independent is the best state to be in. But at the same time we leave slits, to allow others in. And slowly believe that a companionship can do good. Over time ,developing attachments brings the real problem. Have we ever imagined ,how it is like to lose someone we love, someone we care for forever.No, not till you do. That’s when you whole life falls apart. So much to regret, but nothing you do can bring them back. And eventually you grow out of that sorrow. Maybe not, what happens really is you start to get used to it. And the cycle repeats. Because humans, they don’t learn.

Destruction

These threads of attachment.
how did these get entangled in your fingers
I wish i had a clue,
how do i solve open this knots

You must be a little crazy, that you have chosen me.
Tell me how, how did you listen to everything that was unsaid..

Unicorns !

PassingTime : Lang Leav ~

I feel the end is drawing near,
would time be so kind ti slow?

But as i sit and wait and fear
and watch the hours go

Everything that happened here
happened long ago