06/12/12
sedikit lagi -fynn jamal
kaki,
jangan kecewakan aku
teman aku sikit saja lagi
takkan aku daya berterus sendiri
sedikit saja lagi.
hati,
jangan kau berserah dulu
akan tiba apa yang dinanti
ku tak perlu takut berjalan sendiri
sedikit lagi.
01/12/12
29/11/12
Midnight craze #1
Satu demi satu,
Jatuh mengurai di pipi
Seperti hujan yang membasahi diri.
Ketepi emosi,
Tolongla biarku sendiri..
Jangan kau cari alasan
Untuk menetap.
Akan ku tunggu pelangi
Akan ku tunggu sinaran embun
Seperti penghujung setiap hujan yang turun.
Jatuh mengurai di pipi
Seperti hujan yang membasahi diri.
Ketepi emosi,
Tolongla biarku sendiri..
Jangan kau cari alasan
Untuk menetap.
Akan ku tunggu pelangi
Akan ku tunggu sinaran embun
Seperti penghujung setiap hujan yang turun.
15/11/12
#Day 3
jiwa, diam.
mata, pejam.
hidung, diam.
mulut, diam.
segala diam
dunia memejam memandang aku:
“hey, bodoh kamu!
pergilah engkau!
dia bukan milikmu!
pergilah engkau!
dia bukan milikmu lagi
cinta kamu dimamah api”
05/11/12
01/11/12
21/10/12
Tipikal~
Punya prinsip tapi kecundang sendiri
Cakap lebat,nasihat tinggi
Akhirnya kau sendiri menjadi caci
Kau jatuh cinta untuk pertama kali
Perhatian kau cari
Masa kau cari
Tiba masa commitment kau pergi?
Tiba masa memberi kau lari?
Bulan bintang kau mimpi
Apa kau ingat ini dunia fantasi?
Orang happy kau benci
Kau sendiri pilih tak nak happy.
Kau sendiri pilih tak nak happy.
Diberi kasih,kau sayang
Diberi semuanya kau nak lagi
Apa tamak sangat ke kau ni?
Apa tamak sangat ke kau ni?
Hati,kau kata kau kunci?
Tipu.
Perasaan,kau kata kau simpan?
Perasaan,kau kata kau simpan?
Dusta.
Kau kata kau kasar dan kuat?
Kau kata kau kasar dan kuat?
Bohong.
Diberi kesetiaan kau curang,
Bila kau salah kau lantunkan
Bukan kau tak tau dia sayang.
Bila kau salah kau lantunkan
Bukan kau tak tau dia sayang.
Tetapi kenapa nasihat dia kau buang!
Kau main lumba lari dengan bulan
Kau tahu kau takkan menang
Tapi kau masih tak mau pulang.
Sedar tak kau tu
Hilang rasa,hilang kawan,hilang sayang
Apa lagi kau nak?
Hilang rasa,hilang kawan,hilang sayang
Apa lagi kau nak?
Kau sekarang kosong.
Padan muka kau
Kau bermain dengan perasaan !
Harapan!
Jatuh berulang kali sekali pun
Kau bermain dengan perasaan !
Harapan!
Jatuh berulang kali sekali pun
Kau masih bangang jugak kan!
Tipikal.
27/09/12
Goodbyes ~ UBS04E11
I have had to say goodbye more times than i would have liked
But everyone can say that
and no matter how many times we do it
even when its for the greater good
it still stings
and though we'll never forget what we've given up
we owe it to ourselves to keep moving forward
What we cant do is live our lives being afraid of the next goodbye because chances are
they are not going to stop.
22/09/12
Missing Moments ~
It was that long drive,
The evening she knew wasnt gona last
She kept silent listening to his heartbeat in his voice
Her heart fluttered to the touch of his hands.
A choice she couldnt make,gripping his hand,wishing that he'd stay.
It was her that evening,it was her after a fortnight
It was her who knew every word running in ur head
every pain u gained
It was her who stood there with a smile,listening to everything u had to say about her
No words..no promises
It has always been her
And she was the friend who stayed.
The evening she knew wasnt gona last
She kept silent listening to his heartbeat in his voice
Her heart fluttered to the touch of his hands.
A choice she couldnt make,gripping his hand,wishing that he'd stay.
It was her that evening,it was her after a fortnight
It was her who knew every word running in ur head
every pain u gained
It was her who stood there with a smile,listening to everything u had to say about her
No words..no promises
It has always been her
And she was the friend who stayed.
18/09/12
Domo says ~
Well everyone knows this,its utter !! gut retching
pain, when what one desires ,one cannot have. Well,let’s throw in all.. the
usual suspects of one’s total humiliation!! in front of the mirror as you try…
to disguise your pain and paint a fake smile, to keep yourself from
tumbling like bricks during a bomb blast, such an explosion of emotion… when
you remember the scars left, people say they forget, time does make it
easier but owwhhh, how scars do last ,and you find some kind of compensation for it, be it an activity, a religion… or some other common ones like the
vices of mankind, no need to mention that, if you already understand what I
said before, you would likely know to what vile vices I mean…., and how they
play the temptress so well, make u feel for a little moment…. Complete… and a
sense of self respect is in your grasp, but wait!! it’s a physical pleasure
your needs .some may say it’s human nature and instinct, well a primitive
method… but one that has served so many …and even you know as your reading it…
your thinking of yours.., such is the cage and incarceration of the human mind
to be tied by so many strings yet they say it’s a gift…..more like
a contract I say...
~domo~
20/06/12
17/06/12
Of fog and smog
Everyone knows what a curve is, until he has studied enough mathematics to become confused through the countless number of possible exceptions.
~Felix Klein
15/06/12
a Women's worth ~
I know that you are hurt today,In your heart you feel A pang
I know in the day arrive many storms
You can think nothing and there’s just sand
What was yesterday,a lucky necklace
Is today a noose,around the neck
Why this sadness
This is all cause,and effect
See it, feel it,Chin up
In time we Shall be together
I know you buried many memories
That you couldn’t throw away
Everyday you litigate ,Everyday a sharp debate
Sometimes its ‘guilty’,sometimes it’s ‘innocent’
But never a resolution
You’ll have to turn the pages yourself
You’ll have to journey yourself
Shape your own script
14/06/12
Twenty One
Today marks 21 years of ur existence,and i wish u a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY
May all that u have to face u will face with enough courage.
May GOD always guide u in steps ur gona take,
Never fret,Never give up
For there is always a rainbow and sunshine
Thank u for being a part of my life,
Thank u for teaching me so much stuff
Thank u for being by my side when i was down
Thank u for Keeping me in ur heart :)
May all that u have to face u will face with enough courage.
May GOD always guide u in steps ur gona take,
Never fret,Never give up
For there is always a rainbow and sunshine
Thank u for being a part of my life,
Thank u for teaching me so much stuff
Thank u for being by my side when i was down
Thank u for Keeping me in ur heart :)
07/06/12
If i were a boy ...
I envy boys because
1.They can have one jeans and and 5 shirts only.
2.Dressing up for anywer at all,be it the class,dinner,temple/church/gurdwara,date with gf : the same jeans,put on a jersey of ur fav team,shoes@slippers - DONE
3.They never have bad hair days
4.They can eat as much as 3 plates and yet no one is gonna judge
5.They succesfully carry out the cap fashion.
6.They can so easily travel around the world as a backpacker,or roam around anywer at night alone.
7.They only need to have 3 types of footwears :- slippers,sport/futsal shoes,and a pair of converse
8.Its really not a big deal at all even if u have a huge pimple on ur head.
9.They never have to carry hand bags
10.They dont suffer with PMS.
11.The biggest issues of their live they hv to worry bout is : a futsal match n shaving
12.Ironically the bigger their mucsle mass are the better.
13.They never have to worry bout celebrating a friends birthday.
14.They can have the most ungroomed nails and get away with it
15.They can be the real Big assholes or jerks or douschbags without feeling a shit bout it.
and the list continues...
P.s Like they always say,not all guys are d same,this one is in general.
I obviously dont deny there are boys who are metrosexual and they really do care bout appearance and hygiene.And there are also real charmers out there .
1.They can have one jeans and and 5 shirts only.
2.Dressing up for anywer at all,be it the class,dinner,temple/church/gurdwara,date with gf : the same jeans,put on a jersey of ur fav team,shoes@slippers - DONE
3.They never have bad hair days
4.They can eat as much as 3 plates and yet no one is gonna judge
5.They succesfully carry out the cap fashion.
6.They can so easily travel around the world as a backpacker,or roam around anywer at night alone.
7.They only need to have 3 types of footwears :- slippers,sport/futsal shoes,and a pair of converse
8.Its really not a big deal at all even if u have a huge pimple on ur head.
9.They never have to carry hand bags
10.They dont suffer with PMS.
11.The biggest issues of their live they hv to worry bout is : a futsal match n shaving
12.Ironically the bigger their mucsle mass are the better.
13.They never have to worry bout celebrating a friends birthday.
14.They can have the most ungroomed nails and get away with it
15.They can be the real Big assholes or jerks or douschbags without feeling a shit bout it.
and the list continues...
P.s Like they always say,not all guys are d same,this one is in general.
I obviously dont deny there are boys who are metrosexual and they really do care bout appearance and hygiene.And there are also real charmers out there .
03/06/12
Ocean so Deep
Sometimes uve gotta learn how to swim or else u'd drown in the ocean ~
Well that isnt exactly wat we im gona write in this entree anyway :)
Do u realise often in most of the hollywood movies or even series there is always someone who has been living with the guilt of being the cause of a death of a dear one,let it be the mum ,dad,wife,siblings or something.And in such situations one always wishes for a chance of 'If only' . But least can we predict and expect of the next moment eyhh.
Well people ,here is a story i have heard :)
Once upon a tym,ten years ago..there was a girl aged almost 11.She lived with her small family.So one thursday night her father got admitted to the hospital due to a high fever.Upon night the doctors told the family that both of his kidney beans were malfunctioning.The little girls mum obviously started worrying on the cost of dialysis.Somehow or rather the family went through the night.
Well that isnt exactly wat we im gona write in this entree anyway :)
Do u realise often in most of the hollywood movies or even series there is always someone who has been living with the guilt of being the cause of a death of a dear one,let it be the mum ,dad,wife,siblings or something.And in such situations one always wishes for a chance of 'If only' . But least can we predict and expect of the next moment eyhh.
Well people ,here is a story i have heard :)
Once upon a tym,ten years ago..there was a girl aged almost 11.She lived with her small family.So one thursday night her father got admitted to the hospital due to a high fever.Upon night the doctors told the family that both of his kidney beans were malfunctioning.The little girls mum obviously started worrying on the cost of dialysis.Somehow or rather the family went through the night.
On Friday morning,the little girl was late for school.Despite the effort of her mum,to persuade her to bunk school ,the little girl persisted to still go.For her actions,her mum was late to go back to the hospital.
Then the mum goes in the hospital with a flask in her hand,those worry wrinkles and sleepless eyes.To her arrival she sees her husband being resuscitated,gasping for air,with fluids all over the place.He sees her,yet too desperate.He dies.The doctors told the mum that his lungs were filled with waters,as someone orally gave him some to drink the night before.
As for the mum,she wishes she could have been there with the husband that night,or even to have reached the hospital a little earlier to at least have a word with her husband.
And as for that little girl If only she hadnt gone to school,she wouldnt have delayed her mum.
Well here is something bout guilt
And as for that little girl If only she hadnt gone to school,she wouldnt have delayed her mum.
Well here is something bout guilt
27/05/12
chori chori
vey main chori chori tere nall la layeiaan ahkhaan vey
Silently and secretly I fell in love with you (transliteration: my eyes met yours)
main chori chori
duniya tonh jakhaan te mainh pyaar tera rakhaan
I shy away from the world and keep safe my love (for you)
vey main chori chori tere nall la layeiaan ahkhaan vey
main chori chori
maa-peyan di lajj tere leyi main gavayein ve
I sacrificed the honor of my parents for you
tu teh anjaan saadih kadarr na paayi ve
But you remain unaware and do not value me
phir vih main jhalee hoke rah tera takkan
And yet, like an imbecile, I await your arrival
vey main chori chori tere nall la layeiaan ahkhaan vey
pyaar piche har koyi mittiyan vi chaan da
In the pursuit of love, everyone toils (transliteration: everyone sieves sands)
disda na ik pal, vaeri meri jaan da
Not visible for a moment, an enemy to my peace
eh teh ve mainh jaanideiyan taenu mere jaiyyan lakhan
I know that, for you there are hundreds of thousands like me
vey main chori chori tere nall la layeiaan ahkhaan vey
changeya main jaatha taenu, lakhaan jind jaan tu
I have found you to be a good person, you are a thousand lives to me
rajj gayiyaan paavein bibba jag te jahan tonh
even though, sweetheart, I’ve had my heart’s content of this world
das manzoor keevein dil nu main dakkaan
Tell me, O Manzoor, how do I stop my heart
vey main chori chori tere nall la layeiaan ahkhaan vey
13/05/12
nota kaki
Hypothetically some people are born with special friendlyness,different abilities o maybe responsibilities to help others.They try listening to others problems,try helping others out of depression.They try nt to hurt ppl so they end up dying inside everyday.They try to get out,they try to ignore to change how things are like but its often to no avail..But somehow sometyms in some situations they do hurt people very close and important to them.Maybe they do realise it happening,but instead listen to their brains that they are protecting them,Less they realise ignoring and taking away the priority shud be given.Shit happens..People mess up.
12/05/12
08/05/12
Mafest
Sunday,6/5/2012 It was time for Malaysian Festival :) yippie yoo..finally after much preparation and much hard work put in by the pkpmi members ..mafest was a huge success. :) Looking at the amount of work done by them ,i wud definitely salute them.A bunch of people getting no benefit working their asses of for the all d malaysian students trying to bring malaysia to tanah asing just to lessen the feeling homesickness =_= So lets talk bout mafest,overall it was super awesome.The sight of two rows of pasar malam,smell of ayam percik,sate,nasi lemak,colek kelantan washed down with ice cendol,soya cincau :) and the night begins with awesome performances,entertaining emcees :) Truely Malaysian Colours . What i learnt from this Mafest 2012,was actually more to appreciating others efforts rather then just sitting around doing nothing and bitching around about those who are actually doing someting not for anyone else but uo urself.We are malaysians,we are duin things for us,then why the attitude.I aint pointing fingers im jus saying as general. U dont hv to be commited to help around in an event.
P.s I was very glad to be in d buttons,flyers and bookmarks as one of the models :D wee *
30/04/12
11/04/12
10th April 2012
10/04/12
15/03/12
Big butt
It was the 1st day of registration in Kolej teknologi Timur,while moving into my new place,i met my roomate.Tall,structured,curly hair,those big beautiful eyes,braces and she was in a the most formal attire for me,a skirt.Komalah Ravendran,my room mate my classmate,my boundmate.Behind that nerdy looking face,that homely face,i knew there was so much to discover.From roomates,to close friends.We share a very different friendship,we laugh hang out and do crazy stuff together.But even if we dont talk to each other for a period of time,we never are distanced.We share a weird understanding,she accepts me for watever kind of crazy wreck i am.And i accept her for as she is.Often she intidimates me with her height,irritates me with her message tone but she listens to all of my crap and she knows things that not many know.
Well this one is for u darling,a very Happy 21st Birthday KOMS @ BIG BUTT :)
May god always bless u always,and u be guided by him.Enjoy all u can love,but remember fate decides all :)
This is an old photo of u :)
12/03/12
Stand up !
If you surround yourself with negative people
You'll never feel settled in or become equal, no
They'll suppress you of your spirit and rinse you dry of smiles
So reach deep and release your inner child.
So Stand Up! For the Love, Love, Love
So Stand Up! For the Love, Love, Love
So Stand Up! Yeah
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
Listen!
If you let a frown become your normality, yes
You don't set an example for the youth of our humanity
If you spend every day wishing for the next to come
Aged and lifeless is what you'll become.
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
I live my life like every day is the last
So in all the bad and the good will soon come
Don't think second best
Be number one
Spread some love
Don't give to receive
Strive to be happy
And live to believe
So in all the bad and the good will soon come
Don't think second best
Be number one
Spread some love
Don't give to receive
Strive to be happy
And live to believe. Yeah Yeah Yeah!
You'll never feel settled in or become equal, no
They'll suppress you of your spirit and rinse you dry of smiles
So reach deep and release your inner child.
So Stand Up! For the Love, Love, Love
So Stand Up! For the Love, Love, Love
So Stand Up! Yeah
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
Listen!
If you let a frown become your normality, yes
You don't set an example for the youth of our humanity
If you spend every day wishing for the next to come
Aged and lifeless is what you'll become.
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
'Cause you're as old as you feel you are
And if you don't reach for the moon you can't fall on the stars
So I live my life like every day is the last, last, last
I live my life like every day is the last
So in all the bad and the good will soon come
Don't think second best
Be number one
Spread some love
Don't give to receive
Strive to be happy
And live to believe
So in all the bad and the good will soon come
Don't think second best
Be number one
Spread some love
Don't give to receive
Strive to be happy
And live to believe. Yeah Yeah Yeah!
29/01/12
compliments
One spends time and money doing their hair,cutting colouring.
One spends time getting ready before they step out of the door.
One kills brain cells thinking how they look,hw their shoes,shirts,scarfs,earrings,turbans match each other.
Why?? Just to look nice to others.to be accepted by others,to increase self esteem.
And imagine going home at the end of the day not getting a single o even a half compliment!
SERIOUSLY IT SUCKS!
Well i complimented a friend today,(act 2)and he was glad to hear it.He smiled.(at least i imagined) well m sure he was glad cos he made the compliment print screen hi dp =_=
Well i complimented a friend today,(act 2)and he was glad to hear it.He smiled.(at least i imagined) well m sure he was glad cos he made the compliment print screen hi dp =_=
Well and there comes this another chap,trying to tease me ?
Okaaayyy dude,so here is the deal.I love complimenting people.Cos i knw it makes them smile.I never knew making someone smile was wrong?hmmm.like seriously dont everyone deserve compliments.a person having a bad day would smile being complimented.A person who had dropped coffee on his shirt in d morning,and feels a bit off to be having changing attire for the day will feel much relieved. So wats wrong in complimenting??
Okaaayyy dude,so here is the deal.I love complimenting people.Cos i knw it makes them smile.I never knew making someone smile was wrong?hmmm.like seriously dont everyone deserve compliments.a person having a bad day would smile being complimented.A person who had dropped coffee on his shirt in d morning,and feels a bit off to be having changing attire for the day will feel much relieved. So wats wrong in complimenting??
And why cant giving someone a compliment be just that ? Well just saying ~
p/s the backspace button on ur keyboard is made to be used.k.bai.thanx :)
22/01/12
la distancia
So how come wen i reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us ~
In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king~
20/01/12
uphill :)
Today while feeling a lil down i mentioned uphill!
Well uphill is one of the words that defines a kttian (kolej teknologi timur)
In short uphill is a hill sumwer very near ktt,in d housing areas.The thing bout this hill is that the road towards it is very very steep and long way up ,and along the way all u see is stones and sand with dry grass of course.
Once ur up on the hill, there will be a water tank nearby,a school and also a tnb generator.From the hill u will enjoy the view of the whole bandar baru salak tinggi.
In the nearer view,there is this a mosque,u cn see a pasar malam and a playgorund.
If u see across,u can actually see the view of planes taking off and landing at KLIA. Cool init :)
Its a place wer every kttian has been to.Uphill has listened to every laugh and every cry of a student.Be it a stressful day,or a happy day.Uphill was d place. Few of my best moments uphill includes the 1st tym we all went up there,it was the 1st junior evening sport event.And then there were times wer too much pressure pressed me down and the beautiful sunset uphill was d solution.and even times wen my seniours hooked me up with a guy uphill.And the last tym we went uphill after leaving college were to have cold milk on a chilly nyt.
I will never forget that rock i used to sit on and i called it mine.The same rock wer i wrote my name.Those chats we had with our closest friends,things never could be told in a normal conversation.The scary story times.
And all that moments spent just looking out for the simplest smallest yet the most wonderful things in life that gave a meaning to be in KTT :)
Well uphill is one of the words that defines a kttian (kolej teknologi timur)
In short uphill is a hill sumwer very near ktt,in d housing areas.The thing bout this hill is that the road towards it is very very steep and long way up ,and along the way all u see is stones and sand with dry grass of course.
In the nearer view,there is this a mosque,u cn see a pasar malam and a playgorund.
If u see across,u can actually see the view of planes taking off and landing at KLIA. Cool init :)
Its a place wer every kttian has been to.Uphill has listened to every laugh and every cry of a student.Be it a stressful day,or a happy day.Uphill was d place. Few of my best moments uphill includes the 1st tym we all went up there,it was the 1st junior evening sport event.And then there were times wer too much pressure pressed me down and the beautiful sunset uphill was d solution.and even times wen my seniours hooked me up with a guy uphill.And the last tym we went uphill after leaving college were to have cold milk on a chilly nyt.
I will never forget that rock i used to sit on and i called it mine.The same rock wer i wrote my name.Those chats we had with our closest friends,things never could be told in a normal conversation.The scary story times.
And all that moments spent just looking out for the simplest smallest yet the most wonderful things in life that gave a meaning to be in KTT :)
19/01/12
Im half chinese :)
me : im half chinese
HOW??
Well if ur tinking one of my parent is a chinese,nope,my grandparents?nope.my great grandparents?nope
Infact none of my ancestors are chinese ! SO how can i be half chinese.pfftttt
I am not Biologically chinese but i can be better than a born chinese ok.
SO explaination to it : Im GEOGRAPHICALLY chinese and so I AM HALF CHINESE
3.Food
Majority food in my house is cooked chinese style like really,we love soupy stuff and all cookings must have oyster sauce and sesame oil!! hahaha and all tym fav wat tan hor :) i use chopsticks like a pro since i was like 5!!
4.language
Well as for me i only speak one dialect wich is hakka,but if u hear my mum speaking chinese (friggin all dialects) u wud never believe its a non chinese *heee*
5.Hungry Ghost festival
Every year during this hungry ghost festivals the people of my village has this one week long fun mela kinda tingy..in d afternoons they have this vegetarian fried meehon that i love all tym and also other vege chinese cookings..awesome pawesome man..and few starting nyts they have the chinese opera..YES THEY DO!! and some mini shows and all! seriously its suppa cool!
HOW??
Well if ur tinking one of my parent is a chinese,nope,my grandparents?nope.my great grandparents?nope
Infact none of my ancestors are chinese ! SO how can i be half chinese.pfftttt
I am not Biologically chinese but i can be better than a born chinese ok.
SO explaination to it : Im GEOGRAPHICALLY chinese and so I AM HALF CHINESE
I was born,brought up,and am settling in a chinese village wer the population of non chinese is like ermm 4:1000 (btw all 4 families are punjabis ) hihi..
Why am i half chinese,well i live my life in all kind of chinese cultures and habits.
Why am i half chinese,well i live my life in all kind of chinese cultures and habits.
1.Chinese New Year
name it i knw it,wel the ting is in my place they actually start preparing for it a month earlier.Like all this firecrackers and my neighbours selling firecrackers (illegally of course,shhh) hahaha and i knw wen wat how and everyting they do on a chinese new year.When i was way younger i used to have this neighbour aunties making love letters,and i would be watching them frm the start till the end wiith a muka sepuluh sen! Guess wat at the end of the day i wud get a tin of them ! muahhahaahaha.On the day we act wear red clothes too,and play firecrackers and we dont sweep the floor.we wait for the moon to appear a nyt before cny,difference is we dont pray but we watch them! u act dint knw the moon part did u !! muahahahaha
2.lantern Festivals
For 19 years i have litten candles around my house and hung lanterns on the trees! yes 19 years (i missed last year) wen i was younger i used to wait eagerly for the mooncake festival for the say waaaaattt mooncakes and lanternnsss! we used to gather with all d kids of d same age and go around walking with lanterns hung on long sticks..and i remember having all those coloured lanterns according to the zodiac years.
name it i knw it,wel the ting is in my place they actually start preparing for it a month earlier.Like all this firecrackers and my neighbours selling firecrackers (illegally of course,shhh) hahaha and i knw wen wat how and everyting they do on a chinese new year.When i was way younger i used to have this neighbour aunties making love letters,and i would be watching them frm the start till the end wiith a muka sepuluh sen! Guess wat at the end of the day i wud get a tin of them ! muahhahaahaha.On the day we act wear red clothes too,and play firecrackers and we dont sweep the floor.we wait for the moon to appear a nyt before cny,difference is we dont pray but we watch them! u act dint knw the moon part did u !! muahahahaha
2.lantern Festivals
For 19 years i have litten candles around my house and hung lanterns on the trees! yes 19 years (i missed last year) wen i was younger i used to wait eagerly for the mooncake festival for the say waaaaattt mooncakes and lanternnsss! we used to gather with all d kids of d same age and go around walking with lanterns hung on long sticks..and i remember having all those coloured lanterns according to the zodiac years.
3.Food
Majority food in my house is cooked chinese style like really,we love soupy stuff and all cookings must have oyster sauce and sesame oil!! hahaha and all tym fav wat tan hor :) i use chopsticks like a pro since i was like 5!!
4.language
Well as for me i only speak one dialect wich is hakka,but if u hear my mum speaking chinese (friggin all dialects) u wud never believe its a non chinese *heee*
5.Hungry Ghost festival
Every year during this hungry ghost festivals the people of my village has this one week long fun mela kinda tingy..in d afternoons they have this vegetarian fried meehon that i love all tym and also other vege chinese cookings..awesome pawesome man..and few starting nyts they have the chinese opera..YES THEY DO!! and some mini shows and all! seriously its suppa cool!
6.Weddings
One day earlier they have this party like hw punjabis have sangeet but well there is nothing much in it except for food and drinks..they call it yimchiu :) hihi in hakka la..well the next morning the whole chinese weddings starts with the groom goin to the brides house.and before he could enter he is terribly bullied by the brides friends..and the the popo yim cha,thing (that wen they give the tea to the family members ) haha and they have a feast after the gals leaves the house! hahaha and the part i love the most is the part before the wedding when they invite u to the wedding with 2 pieces of wedding cookies *ngee*
Ermmm well this post is kinda getting lengthy..maybe all the above doesnt really prove to u im half chinese yet...well jus wait up.more might come :)
One day earlier they have this party like hw punjabis have sangeet but well there is nothing much in it except for food and drinks..they call it yimchiu :) hihi in hakka la..well the next morning the whole chinese weddings starts with the groom goin to the brides house.and before he could enter he is terribly bullied by the brides friends..and the the popo yim cha,thing (that wen they give the tea to the family members ) haha and they have a feast after the gals leaves the house! hahaha and the part i love the most is the part before the wedding when they invite u to the wedding with 2 pieces of wedding cookies *ngee*
Ermmm well this post is kinda getting lengthy..maybe all the above doesnt really prove to u im half chinese yet...well jus wait up.more might come :)
13/01/12
madness ~
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn´t think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I´m wasting away.
I know I´ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care.
And, I miss You.
Is a gift I didn´t think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I´m wasting away.
I know I´ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care.
And, I miss You.
11/01/12
#fact no1 :Being a student is not so cool and being a student in jakarta is even more less cool!
#fact no2 : Sometimes being with family and choosing ur family over some stupid seminar is gona cost u
#fact no 3: Students make mistakes of bunking the right classes.
#fact no 4: Some stupid ridiculious institutes makes irelevant decisions of making a total out of topic seminars compulsory even if it is off schedule and falls on days off(at least initially)
#fact no 5: Referring to the above situations,announces it on d day before.
#fact no 6: And for those who made a mistake of not attending the seminars,not allowed to sit for certain exams
#fact no 7: Later hears no explainations,lets decisions made by one single person in charge while all other authorities have a zero clue on d rules
#fact no 8: Maybe some of us dont study regularly or nerd around,but yet studies are the most important priority after our families.
#fact no 9: Students in most places are not given much choices, just living puppets of universities and their systems
#fact no 10 : Many might not understand why but the most number of suicides happens among students.
Sincerely,helplesstudent
#fact no 4: Some stupid ridiculious institutes makes irelevant decisions of making a total out of topic seminars compulsory even if it is off schedule and falls on days off(at least initially)
#fact no 5: Referring to the above situations,announces it on d day before.
#fact no 6: And for those who made a mistake of not attending the seminars,not allowed to sit for certain exams
#fact no 7: Later hears no explainations,lets decisions made by one single person in charge while all other authorities have a zero clue on d rules
#fact no 8: Maybe some of us dont study regularly or nerd around,but yet studies are the most important priority after our families.
#fact no 9: Students in most places are not given much choices, just living puppets of universities and their systems
#fact no 10 : Many might not understand why but the most number of suicides happens among students.
Sincerely,helplesstudent
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