Years passed by
Not that I realized the time flying
To me
It felt like a long silence
Beep………….beep……………
Life has been like
Listening to adele singing
I was wondering if after all these years
You’d like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal
But I ain't done much healing?
Did I ?
More of a numb feeling
Took all that I was supposed to feel
I remember I cried, I remember the voices in my head
Took them all threw them outta window
Fuck it all I screamed
Hello ?
But I wasn’t adele
Ive not called ,
Not allowed to coexist
But I know how much sorry I was
Yes it was partly me, that’s what they made me believe
Coincident? Impaired judgement i’d say
Not everyone knew
They were throwing knives
Instilling hatred
And
I thought
I figured everything out
I thought things were long gone
But I suddenly snapped
Look, they said again
A touch on my shoulder
Felt rather like another gunshot
Knock knock
Who’s there
Oh
Its poor judgements again
There is more?
Let me see, not much changed?
Yet again
This time I slam the door hard
Behind the door, I held on
The same song repeated in my head
I hope you will make it out of that town where nothing happened
Beep………beep……..
Oh Its Goodbye