Notifications

Years passed by

Not that I realized the time flying

To me 

It felt like a long silence

Beep………….beep……………

Life has been like 

Listening to adele singing

I was wondering if after all these years 

You’d like to meet

To go over everything

They say that time's supposed to heal 

But I ain't done much healing?

Did I ?

More of a numb feeling

Took all that I was supposed to feel  

I remember I cried, I remember the voices in my head

Took them all threw them outta window 

Fuck it all I screamed

Hello ?

But I wasn’t adele 

Ive not called ,

Not allowed to coexist

But I know how much sorry I was 

Yes it was partly me, that’s what they made me believe

Coincident? Impaired judgement i’d say

Not everyone knew

They were throwing knives 

Instilling hatred 

And 

I thought 

I figured everything out

I thought things were long gone

But I suddenly snapped 

Look,  they said again

A touch on my shoulder

Felt rather like another gunshot

Knock knock 

Who’s there 

Oh 

Its poor judgements again

There is more?

Let me see,  not much changed?

Yet again

This time I slam the door hard

Behind the door, I held on 

The same song repeated in my head

I hope you will make it out of that town where nothing happened

Beep………beep……..

Oh Its Goodbye